Lonely is my company

Lonely is the only adult company I have
Sure I've searched for others, but lonely is the only one that sticks around
Through the good times and the bad times
Lonely is always there to comfort me
When I'm angry, sad or depressed
Lonely always stands the test
The more time passes the more painful is lonely's grip
Lonely is here to take my life
Although I fight...try to keep focused on the light
Lonely chokes the tears from my eyes and the breathe from my lungs
Is this all my life will be, all it has become
Struggling against loneliness and time
Fighting to appear free from it's grip when reality is I'm at its fingertips
No one sticks around
I always push them away
I always run
Back to my best friend Lonely
Lonely is the only adult company I have